{"id":1220,"date":"2011-08-11T03:02:59","date_gmt":"2011-08-11T01:02:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/?p=1220"},"modified":"2011-08-03T13:20:43","modified_gmt":"2011-08-03T11:20:43","slug":"sleepless-nights","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/2011\/08\/11\/sleepless-nights\/","title":{"rendered":"Sleepless Nights"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">interview by Joe Vaz<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" align=\"left\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: right;\" width=\"50%\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1221\" title=\"Death-Dreamfullpage\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Death-Dreamfullpage-300x129.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"129\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Death-Dreamfullpage-300x129.jpg 300w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Death-Dreamfullpage.jpg 325w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-issue-12\/\">Issue 12 (August 2011)<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ABOUT TWENTY YEARS AGO, I  picked up a copy of Preludes &amp; Nocturnes, a graphic novel compiling the  first few issues of Neil Gaiman\u2019s astoundingly brilliant comic series The  Sandman (download a sample here: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dccomics.com\/media\/excerpts\/1696_1.pdf\">http:\/\/www.dccomics.com\/media\/excerpts\/1696_1.pdf<\/a>).  In it, a power-mad Roderick Burgess attempts to trap Death so as to escape it  permanently. Instead, he accidentally entraps Dream, or the Sandman. For 70-odd  years, Dream is trapped in Burgess\u2019s basement, causing endless chaos out in the  world of humans.<\/p>\n<p>Until one day Dream  escapes. Once he does, he metes out his punishment &#8211; Eternal Waking &#8211; to  Roderick\u2019s son. The now old man is doomed to spend an eternity in a nightmare,  only to wake up and discover he is still in that nightmare and so on, forever.<\/p>\n<p>At the time, I thought  this was kinda cool, albeit a little disturbing, until it actually happened to  me; a dream within a dream.<\/p>\n<p>It was during my first  year at college where afternoon naps were par for the course. I slept, and I  dreamed.<\/p>\n<p>In my dream, I was being  chased by a strange, ethereal ghost, 11 stories tall, ropey and intangible,  like Casper wearing a 300 foot long sheet. To make matters worse, my best  friend was chasing me down a corridor waving an axe at me. Just as he was about  to embed the axe in my skull, I awoke with a gasp.<\/p>\n<p>Sitting in my room,  reading The Eight, by Katherine Neville, was my best friend.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou okay?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah, just had a  nightmare that you were chasing me with an axe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His face changed slightly  and a malevolent grin crossed his lips.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut it wasn\u2019t a dream,\u201d  he said and promptly threw down the book and pulled the axe from behind his  back.<\/p>\n<p>Needless to say, I  screamed like a little girl and woke up\u2026 again.<\/p>\n<p>In my room, was my  friend, sitting in the exact same place, reading the exact same book, \u201cYou  okay?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n<p>I swallowed and held my  breath.<\/p>\n<p>It turned out that this  second time was the actual real world, but the event has always stayed with me  because it was so damn weird, and seriously disconcerting.<\/p>\n<p>Nightmares generally are.<\/p>\n<p>The medical definition of  a nightmare is a dream bad enough to wake you up. The waking you up part is  important because that is what constitutes a nightmare, but even if you don\u2019t  wake up from it most of our dreams are actually negative in nature, 75% of  them, to be precise, according to a recent study.<\/p>\n<p>Bad dreams are a  universal experience, hell even my cat has woken up meowing uncontrollably from  a nightmare (I\u2019m not kidding, she looked terrified, as much as a cat can look  anything). Whatever your background and age, you will most likely at some point  have been woken by a nightmare.<\/p>\n<p>So how is it possible  that even though every single human being shares this common thing, we know so  little about it?<\/p>\n<p>I can tell you the  science behind it, that\u2019s easy. You see, what happens is when you\u2019re asleep  your limbic system becomes very active, this puts you emotionally on edge as  your amygdala and anterior cingulated cortex come online with full force.  Psychologist Steven H. Woodward, from the V.A. hospital in Menlo Park,  California, calls this the brain&#8217;s &#8221;axis of fear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So now you\u2019re buzzing and  emotionally vulnerable so all that\u2019s left is for your prefrontal cortex, the  bedrock of rational thought, to go on holiday to sunnier climes. This is why  that twenty-foot octopus wearing your mother\u2019s face seems to make perfect sense  to you when you\u2019re dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>What this means, in  layman\u2019s terms, is your brain makes you emotionally vulnerable, switches on  your fear sensors, removes your sense of logic and reason and then paralyses  you \u201cfor your own safety\u201d. Brilliant.<\/p>\n<p>So that\u2019s the science,  but the real question is, where the hell do dreams come from?<\/p>\n<p>According to surveys and  dream diary studies, nightmares tend to begin in children at around the age of  five. They peak towards adolescence and then taper off again as we get older.<\/p>\n<p>In a recent paper in  Psychological Bulletin, Dr. Tore Nielsen of the University of Montreal and Dr.  Ross Levin, a psychologist and sleep researcher at Yeshiva University in New  York, suggest that the purpose of dreams is to create what they call \u201cfear  extinction memories\u201d &#8211; basically your brain\u2019s way of getting you over old fears  and bad memories. The way Dr. Nielsen puts it, \u2018\u2018the brain learns quickly what  to be afraid of, but if there isn&#8217;t a check on the process, we&#8217;d fear things in  adulthood we feared in childhood.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So it\u2019s like a fear filter,  removing old fears to make way for new more important ones. If you manage to  sleep through a bad dream then you have overcome that fear. If you wake up  screaming and blithering then you still need to work on that one. I\u2019m not  entirely certain why I\u2019m struggling to overcome a fear of flying cucumbers, but  then, I\u2019m not a scientist.<\/p>\n<p>That still doesn\u2019t  explain where nightmares come from. And that is really the problem with most  studies of the human body: we can identify the processes but we can\u2019t explain  how they work. We may understand the mechanics, but where do the incredibly  vivid, frightening images that plague most of us through our sleep come from?<\/p>\n<p>The fact of the matter  is, nothing is more terrifying to us than experiencing a nightmare from which we  cannot wake. Total, all encompassing fear where some part of your brain is  flashing red warning claxons telling you \u201cit\u2019s just a dream, stupid\u201d but we\u2019re  paralysed. I\u2019ve had some particularly nasty ones where I\u2019ve lain in bed, aware  that I am dreaming, feeling a presence behind me, a hand on my shoulder slowly  gripping me harder and harder but I\u2019m totally unable to move or wake up.<\/p>\n<p>Do our subconscious minds  create these terrors as they process they events of the day, or pick through  our darkest fears?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve had dreams where my  teeth are falling out, but I\u2019m not scared of dentists.<\/p>\n<p>There is no time in which  we are more vulnerable, lying prone in our beds, with our eyes closed, totally  closed off and alone, and that\u2019s when nightmares strike. I don\u2019t know about you  but that seems too much of a coincidence.<\/p>\n<p>Like someone or some<em>thing<\/em> is sitting and meticulously  handpicking images and events to terrify us when we are at our most  defenceless, like they\u2019re out to \u201cget you when you sleep\u201d?<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>Resources: <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em><a href=\"http:\/\/query.nytimes.com\/gst\/fullpage.html?res=9E00E0D7153CF930A15753C1A9619C8B63\">In  the Dreamscape of Nightmares, Clues to Why We Dream at All <\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/query.nytimes.com\/gst\/fullpage.html?res=9E00E0D7153CF930A15753C1A9619C8B63\"><em>By  NATALIE ANGIER &#8211; Published: October 23, 2007 New York Times.<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em><a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nightmare\">http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Nightmare<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1020\" title=\"caticon-stalking\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/caticon-stalking.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"75\" height=\"45\" \/><br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-966\" title=\"blackline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"7\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg 300w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1.jpg 325w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/h5>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"10\" cellpadding=\"0\" align=\"center\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-12-august2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-953 alignleft\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<td align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-954 alignleft\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockOpen&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n<h2 class=\"art-postheader\" style=\"text-align: left;\"><a title=\"Joe Vaz\" href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/authors\/joe-vaz\/\">Joe Vaz<\/a><\/h2>\n<p><em><a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/01-AuthorPhotoAbiGodsell.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-248\" title=\"JoeVazHeadshot\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/JoeVazHeadshot-e1302998847906-113x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"113\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe Vaz<\/em> is the founder and editor of <em>Something Wicked<\/em>, which occasionally affords him the honour and good fortune to hang out with really cool people.<br \/>\nIn his other life he is a film and television actor who gets small parts in big movies, most recently in <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt1343727\/\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Dredd 3D<\/em><\/a>, due to be released in September 2012.<\/p>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockClose&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">by Joe Vaz<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\">\n<p>The fact of the matter is, nothing is more terrifying to us than experiencing a nightmare from which we cannot wake. Total, all encompassing fear where some part of your brain is flashing red warning claxons telling you \u201cit\u2019s just a dream, stupid\u201d but we\u2019re paralysed. <\/p>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/SWCoverIssue12Colour.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-883\" title=\"CoverIssue12Colour\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/SWCoverIssue12Colour-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"Cover Art by Vincent Sammy\" width=\"182\" height=\"241\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-issue-12\/\"><span style=\"text-align: left;\">From Issue 12 (August 2011)<\/span><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-12-august2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-953\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-954\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[105,39,227],"class_list":["post-1220","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-non-fiction","tag-issue-12","tag-joe-vaz","tag-non-fiction"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1220","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1220"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1220\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1224,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1220\/revisions\/1224"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1220"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1220"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1220"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}