{"id":1488,"date":"2011-10-25T00:10:04","date_gmt":"2011-10-24T22:10:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/?p=1488"},"modified":"2012-03-02T14:34:30","modified_gmt":"2012-03-02T12:34:30","slug":"engaging-the-idrl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/2011\/10\/25\/engaging-the-idrl\/","title":{"rendered":"Engaging The Idrl"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">by Davin Ireland<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"50%\" align=\"left\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: right;\" width=\"50%\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-1489\" title=\"desert1\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/10\/desert1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"325\" height=\"180\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/10\/desert1.jpg 325w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/10\/desert1-300x166.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 325px) 100vw, 325px\" \/>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-issue-14\/\">From Issue 14 (Oct 2011)<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I<\/p>\n<p>The desert here is pink  and rocky and shrouded in darkness for much of the day. The excavation site is  slashed with grey spills of rubble that could be collapsed towers or random  seams of granite. To the east, great clouds of mortar dust boil across the  plains, scouring the arid landscape, depriving it of fresh growth. Only the  Idrl remain. Oblivious to the wind, seemingly blind to the desolation, they  drift through the emptying topography like azure phantoms, the robes that stain  their hides a deep, lustrous blue snapping petulantly in the breeze. They  refuse to talk to us or communicate in any way, for they consider our troops to  be an army of occupation.<\/p>\n<p>Our generals are  therefore left to draw their own conclusions about what went on before mankind  arrived on Serpia Dornem.<\/p>\n<p>Grue says he knows. After  listening to his story, I am inclined to agree with him. The Idrl did not build  these ruined cities. Nor did they occupy them. They are instead a separate  nomad species, periodically emerging from hibernation to roam the land and take  whatever sustenance their dying world has to offer. The mysterious Constructor  Race, however, strove for greater things.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">II<\/p>\n<p>A transport carrier  arrived unannounced this morning. Its harried crew whisked us away to a salt  flat fifteen hundred clicks east of base camp, and dumped us there to await  further instruction. None came, and when the adverse weather conditions  disrupted our communications equipment, some of the younger men grew visibly  anxious. Grue himself appeared towards the end of afternoon, tiny  reconnaissance craft bobbing and groaning against increasingly heavy  turbulence. The perpetual scream of mortar dust had whipped itself into a  sandstorm of vicious proportions, yet the latest intelligence took precedence  over all.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe depart at  eighteen-hundred hours,\u201d the corporal announced, and took shelter on the  leeward side of the craft. He would say no more and prohibited further  discussion between the men. Forty minutes later we took to the skies.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRight beneath us,\u201d Grue  cried above the shriek of the engines. We had been in the air for maybe a half  hour at the time. \u201cTell me what you make of <em>that<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I looked down. The pink  and grey shelf of desert that followed us everywhere we went had suddenly  vanished, only to be replaced by what turned out to be forty-thousand square  kilometres of unfettered parking space &#8211; an asphalted lot of such grotesque  proportions that it extended all the way to the horizon in three different  directions. And not a motor vehicle in sight.<\/p>\n<p>Who were the Constructor  Race, I ask myself. What made them do this? Precious little evidence remains  beyond the cities themselves, and these have been stripped, razed, and  abandoned in a way that suggests the destruction was thorough and wholly  intentional. By the look of it, the only exception is a parking facility  identical in character and composition to anything one might have found outside  a conventional strip mall circa 2010. With the exception of size, of course.  This thing dwarfs anything Earth had to offer by several orders of magnitude.<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow we will learn  more. For the remainder of this evening, we\u2019ll kick our heels and wait for the  survey team to complete its remote sweep from orbit. Naturally, the Idrl sense  that moves are afoot. They have ceased roaming the sterile plains and watch us  cautiously from a distance. The calm dignity these beings exude stands in stark  contrast to their magnificent trailing robes, which ripple and flutter  incessantly on the gritty air currents. A displaced show of emotion, perhaps?  We may never know. Meanwhile, certain members of the unit already exhibit the  first signs of battle fatigue, though we have fought no war.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">III<\/p>\n<p>Tang and Spritzwater, two  of my best men, are refusing to go on. They shed their laser carbines shortly  after dawn this morning, and now stand with their backs to the spent orb that  is this system\u2019s sun, shadows trailing before them like tired ghosts. They say  there is something wrong with Serpia Dornem. They say the planet is haunted. I  am beginning to believe them. When we performed a perimeter sweep at 2300 hours  last night, rocks, pinkish sand, and lazily flipping dust devils were about the  extent of it. As the false dawn coloured the sky, a monstrous city loomed in  the east.<\/p>\n<p>My men blame the natives.  Even those of us who retain a degree of objectivity are becoming unnerved by  their austere presence, which grows by the hour. During breakfast I counted  eleven Idrl gathered about a cluster of the spiny-leaved plants that cling in  the cracks between the parched rocks. By first inspection their number had  swollen to seventeen. They filter down from the arid hills to the south &#8211;  gaunt, weary faces expressionless, yet eloquent as pantomime masks. This is not  uncommon for a race subjected to prolonged oppression. A spectacle is unfolding  here, and the spectacle is us. We have found the one city the Constructor Race  overlooked &#8211; or perhaps <em>it<\/em> has  found <em>us<\/em> &#8211; and now we must  investigate.<\/p>\n<p><em>Later<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>The nearer we get, the  greater the extent of the challenge. In the swirling wastelands between base  camp and city, we spied a dead tree. It stood naked and branchless in the wind,  sand-blasted for what may have been centuries on end, the very last of its  kind. Oloman was dispatched to investigate, and returned minutes later in a  state of high agitation.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou have to look at  this,\u201d he said, tugging at my sleeve. \u201cYou have to see this right away.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We deviated from our game  plan just long enough to verify the lieutenant\u2019s claims, which were irrational  in the extreme but perfectly justified. The tree was not a tree at all, but a  roadsign: a rusting iron pole pointing the way to a city with an eerily  prophetic name. Venice Falls. The words were still legible despite the  corrosive effects of the wind. There could be no mistake. Out here in a region  of the galaxy visited by no human, there exists an urban settlement large  enough to accommodate the entire population of New York City.<\/p>\n<p>And it has an English  name.<\/p>\n<p>The Idrl appear unmoved  by our discovery. They form a serene gathering in contrast to our wind-choked  huddle, steadfastly refusing any attempt at dialogue, even though the surreal  possibility exists that we may actually speak the same language. Nye has tried  to tempt them with extra clothing and with food, but all is ignored. Even when  an older female, badly undernourished and clearly hypothermic, allowed her eye  to wander in the direction of the rehydration kit, her fellow tribal members  closed ranks about her. We have not seen her since.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">IV<\/p>\n<p>Much as I suspected but  dared not mention for fear of spooking the men further, this metropolis is a  full-scale reproduction of an Earth city circa 2010, faithful in every detail  except one: there are no people here. None except us, that is. We wander the empty  streets in aimless fascination, weapons drawn but pointed at the ground. Sand  dunes clog the intersections, erosion blights the shop fronts; but any wear and  tear is incidental, a tawdry gift of the elements. I stare at the red-brick  apartment buildings that line the sprawling avenues, at the reproduction  brownstones with their salt-stained walls, at the magnificent steel and glass  towers that pierce the gloomy sky &#8211; and wonder again who the Constructor Race  were and why they should have built this place.<\/p>\n<p>Were they intending to  populate it with immigrants from our own planet? To forcibly humanise the Idrl  for their own ends? To create a holiday resort? Such notions strike me as  absurd. The dying sun, the alkaline soil &#8211; a bleaker aspect is difficult to  imagine. And yet they <em>must<\/em> have  had a reason for such folly. Acquiring enough knowledge to make a balanced  judgement on the subject would take decades of investigation, and we only have  weeks at best. In the meantime, the men are determined to make a start. Without  my consent, Oloman used the butt of his carbine to smash a movie theatre window  and thus gain access to the sealed lobby. Inside, our torches revealed plush  red carpets, a ticket booth, even a hot dog stand advertising various brands of  popcorn and ice cream. None of the food offered was actually available, but  that didn\u2019t detract from the authenticity of the moment. It seemed so real that  I half expected an usher in a velvet suit to emerge from a side door and escort  us to our seats.<\/p>\n<p>But not everyone shared  my enthusiasm.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt doesn\u2019t smell right,\u201d  Oloman complained, \u201clike fresh paint and new carpets shut in for thirty  thousand years.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd no movies,\u201d agreed  Nye. \u201cLook at the poster frames &#8211; they\u2019re all empty.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was a pattern that was  to be repeated throughout the city. Bars with no liquor, trash barrels without  garbage, corporations bereft of employees. And beneath it all, lurking at the  very edges of perception, the unshakeable conviction that we were being  watched.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course we are,\u201d I  declared in exasperation. \u201cThe Idrl are everywhere. The fact that they choose  not to show themselves doesn\u2019t mean they\u2019re not around.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But my words failed to  allay the unit\u2019s increasing sense of unease, and in the end we retreated with  weapons raised and hearts aflutter. Venice Falls was an unsettling place.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">V<\/p>\n<p>Tang and Spritzwater are  gone. We arrived back at base camp an hour ago to discover the radio damaged  beyond repair and half our stock of rations missing. This is not the work of  the Idrl. If the men are to believe that, however, we must locate and capture  the deserters before the spiral of suspicion and paranoia becomes too great.  Already some of them are starting to question my authority.<\/p>\n<p>The search begins  immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Ranging through the  powdery foothills beyond the city, we encounter the entrance to one of the  stately Idrl burrows. The rock-lined tunnel leading down into the ground is  high enough for a man to stand upright during his descent, yet from just a few  feet away it appears no more conspicuous than a natural fissure in a seam of  granite. We enter, calling out the names of the missing as we navigate these  labyrinthine corridors. Occasionally we find signs of occupation but no living  occupants. These people have nothing. The few oxen-like beasts that survive on  this desiccated globe are reared and worked to exhaustion underground, never to  see the light of the pale sun. The lapis lazuli the Idrl mine for their  personal use &#8211; the one commodity this barren place has left to offer &#8211; we would  gladly take off their hands in exchange for food, water, and crops engineered  to survive the inhospitable conditions. But that would be dishonourable, it  seems. So instead they survive on a diet of insects and the coarse spiny plants  that thrive out here in the desert, taking hope from the knowledge that, quite  incredibly, they are almost there. The Constructor Race is gone; we could very  well be next. Freedom, at any price, is almost within their grasp.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder what the Idrl  will be left with once we return to space?<\/p>\n<p>An answer of sorts has  arrived from an unexpected source. The search for the missing men having proved  fruitless, we withdrew to the surface in pairs, myself and a private called  Gosling bringing up the rear. Just prior to breaking the surface, Gosling  angled his flashlight at the ceiling. The scalding white torch beam revealed a  long niche carved into the rock along the top of the cavern walls, and here,  stowed like so much excess firewood, lay the mummified remains of countless  generations of deceased Idrl. Intrigued by the discovery, we retraced our  steps, following the dusty seam of corpses to its source. The oldest, driest  specimens were stored at the heart of the burrow, nearest the fire pit, which  is where the Idrl sleep, cook and keep warm. It made sense for their carbon  store to begin here, nearest the flames, where the dead could do their bit to  sustain the living. No wonder we never found a burial site.<\/p>\n<p>Back at the entrance to the  burrow, we made another discovery. Huddled next to the freshest addition to the  line of shrivelled corpses crouched a juvenile female &#8212; shivering, barely  alive, no larger in my estimation than a six-year-old girl. Hunger had  collapsed her face, preternaturally enlarging the eyes. But already she had  learned her people\u2019s way. When I offered my coat, her gaze drifted to the rock  wall opposite and she was lost to me. Almost. But then an idea struck me. The  chocolate bar was freeze-dried, vacuum packed, and perfectly fresh. When I  broke the foil package and waved it beneath her nose, the child\u2019s nostrils  quivered spasmodically, and a tremor of anguish seemed to travel through that  pitifully slight form. For a moment, just a microscopic sliver of a moment, her  eyes betrayed all of the misery and the suffering and the longing in her tiny  heart. Then all of the fight, all of the emotion, seemed to bleed out of her,  and she was lost to me once more.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMove out,\u201d I whispered  to Gosling, and we broke the surface together in uncomfortable silence. But at  least I had confirmation of that which I had suspected all along: the Idrl are  not the empty vessels they pretend to be. They feel, just as we do. They hurt;  they hope.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">VI<\/p>\n<p>Tang and Spritzwater are  now officially missing. I reported their disappearance this morning when a  second transport carrier dropped by with news, supplies and a fresh radio.  After consulting the high command, it was decided we would make one last sweep  and then return to headquarters for the final assessment &#8211; the one that will  decide the fate of our mission entire. Already, Serpia Dornem is being  discussed in terms of a washout, and that suits the men just fine. I myself  retain mixed feelings on the subject.<\/p>\n<p>I think I understand the  nature of the problem now. I honestly believe I am starting to comprehend the  size of the dilemma the Idrl face. They are a dying species on a world that  will soon expireThey have spent the last thirty-thousand years subjugated and  occupied by a race who were at best indifferent to their existence, and who at  worst may have enslaved them. Perhaps they no longer understand the meaning of  compassion. Their lives are brief and cruel and filled with all the bitter  harshness of winter, even in the warmest of months. Perhaps they need someone  to show them that not all visitors to this place are hostile, and not all  outsiders are to be viewed with distrust.<\/p>\n<p>All I need is a chance.<\/p>\n<p>We continue to follow the  winding pathways through the foothills to the south, but few believe the  deserters &#8211; if deserters they truly be &#8211; would seek refuge in exposed outlands  when the corrupt monolith of Venice Falls squats so predominantly to the east.  They are much more likely to be drawn by the prospect of shelter and the  comforts of home, no matter how strong their initial reluctance. Still, we must  be thorough and we must be sure. And the search has not proved a complete waste  of time. Bit by bit, the land is giving up its secrets. We discovered a deep  quarry veined with countless fractures and many millions of the tough, spiny  plants upon which our hosts depend. We also discovered a broken loom near a  deep, natural well. Attached to the loom was a cup filled with powdered lapis  lazuli. So now the picture is somewhat complete. The Idrl eat this plant, feed  it to their livestock, weave its sinewy fibres into robes that are subsequently  stained blue with the crushed lapis. If you add in the not unreasonable amounts  of geothermal energy generated beneath the surface, you have an entire  ecosystem right there.<\/p>\n<p>Returning to the city at  noon, the men are somewhat cheered by the knowledge that the approaching storm  will not hit until we have completed our projected sweep, and are on the way  back to base for our final pickup. As we draw nearer, Oloman\u2019s behaviour  becomes increasingly erratic. So great is his distraction, in fact, that word  of it filters up the column to me, and I am forced to drop back and confront  him. The last thing I need right now is another Tang or Spritzwater.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat the hell is going  on?\u201d I demand. \u201cYour attitude is making the men restless.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>In lieu of an answer,  Oloman turns on his heel so that he faces back the way we came, finger jabbing  in the direction of our dusty tracks. The dry soil here is heavy with iron  oxide, and our footprints describe a pinkish-red arc that trails all the way  back to base camp. He then flats a hand in the direction of the old signpost  that marks the way to Venice Falls. It stands perpendicular to our position,  about a mile distant, and I can just make it out through the murk of late  morning.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019ve got company,\u201d  Oloman informs me, and then narrows his eyes. \u201cBut not Idrl.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Another species, perhaps?  My field glasses are useless against the membranous skeins of dust that drift  lazily across the intervening plain. I therefore make a decision based on  instinct. Oloman may have his weaknesses, but foolishness is not one of them.  \u201cCollect Gosling and Nye and follow in my wake,\u201d I tell him. \u201cSend the rest of  the men on into the city.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We reach the signpost  just as the last of the forward party melts into a decaying business district  on the edge of town. The little girl is no more forthcoming than on the  previous occasion we met, though her whole body betrays the incredible risk she  has taken in coming here. A pronounced pulse-beat bangs at her throat, and her  overly large eyes dart frantically to and fro in their sockets. Not another  species, then: just a smaller version of same. Now, at least, I can begin the  process of redressing the balance, of showing a little kindness where before  cruelty reigned supreme. Dropping my carbine in the dust, I produce the uneaten  chocolate bar from my flak jacket and offer it to the girl. There is no hesitation  this time: she snatches the confectionary from my hand, consumes it in six  diminutive bites &#8211; chewing, swallowing, unable to disguise the terrible need  that lives inside of her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRations,\u201d I mutter, and  four packs hit the dirt. There is no longer any point in offering, I merely  load the pockets of the girl\u2019s robe with food, and pat her gently on the head  &#8212; all too aware, as are we all, that it is at such moments history is made.<\/p>\n<p>Recalling the notion that  the Idrl may actually understand something of English, I call to the girl as we  depart. \u201cTell your family we are their friends,\u201d I cry. \u201cTell you tribe we mean  them no harm. We are not here to hurt you, we can help. Tell them soon.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My words are lost in the  rising moan of the wind. Perhaps it is for the best. Perhaps the gesture alone  should speak for us. As long as we march towards the city, the little one  remains in place &#8212; watching, waiting, possibly savouring the taste of our  friendship and the notion that not all strangers are aggressors. One can only  hope.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">VII<\/p>\n<p>The storm is almost upon  us. Angry thunderheads roll in from the horizon, purple-white lightning veins  the clouds. We do not have much time. Sensing that the end is near, we fan out  through the streets, the names of the missing echoing back at us from abandoned  buildings.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot stop thinking  about that little girl. With one simple gesture, one overt act of kindness, the  relationship between Human and Idrl may have changed forever. If they come to  us for more, we will accommodate them as best we can; if this entire people  requires refugee status, we will provide it. The hardy crops and other supplies  initially offered as trade items will be granted as gifts, part of a larger goodwill  package that will grow in size until the Idrl can no longer deny the sincerity  of our motives. We will not rest until freedom and democracy are established in  this barren arm of the galaxy.<\/p>\n<p>I am already dreaming of  petitioning generals and world statesmen on the Idrl\u2019s behalf, when a call goes  up from the next block. The cries are eerily faint against the overwhelming  groan of the wind, but reverberate hollowly among the glass-fronted towers. I  race down the sand-clogged avenue, past homely little Italian restaurants with  generic-sounding names, past lofty investment houses with grandly-furnished  reception areas, past diners and hardware stores, supermarkets and coffee shops  &#8211; all of them empty, none of them dead because they were never alive. They are stillborn,  unborn, aborted.<\/p>\n<p>Tang and Spritzwater are  cowering in a walkdown when we find them. They claim to have fled into endless  blank acres of parking lot after we left them yesterday morning, only to awaken  hours later in the very heart of the city with no memory of how they got there.  They have been trying to find their way out ever since. The story sounds  contrived, I admit, but their fear is only too real. No matter. I drag them up  to the sidewalk by the hair and shove them in the direction of base camp, my  anger at their behaviour tempered only by the knowledge that our time here is  coming to an end.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">IIX<\/p>\n<p>Trudging back through the  gloom and the gathering winds, we find ourselves veering inexorably in the  direction of the signpost that marks the way to Venice Falls. Is it curiosity  that draws us on, or a deeper need to confirm, one final time, that this is not  some vast illusion? The men are excited. Certain of them discuss the snaps they  will take of themselves with the city in the background; others express a wish  to take the sign home with them as a souvenir. The mood is upbeat and euphoric,  and remains so despite the knowledge that we are under scrutiny from the south.  For at the summit of each foothill stands a lone Idrl, robes swirling, posture  unreadable. The sky has turned the colour of an old bruise, and the resulting  light tinges the ground beneath their feet an ominous purple. Lightning  flickers at our backs, illuminating those austere figures but revealing nothing  of what resides in their hearts.<\/p>\n<p>We encounter the girl one  last time. She is still in the same place. The pockets of her robe still bulge  with untouched ration packs, a brown smear of chocolate still decorates that  delicate mouth. As ever, the blue stain of her garments flutters endlessly on  the strengthening breeze. One of the men &#8211; I think it Gosling, but it could  just as easily be me &#8211; allows a horrified moan to escape his throat. It appears  the natives have found yet another use for the spiny plant they rely on so  much. Its platted fibres creak gently back and forth as the little girl twists  in the wind, the weight of the ration packs grossly elongating her already  slender neck. Once and for all, the Idrl have answered our gesture of kindness  with an unequivocal statement of intent.<\/p>\n<p>Only now am I beginning  to comprehend our predecessors\u2019 motives for leaving this place after investing  so much in it for so very long. Victory is not a question of superior  firepower, it seems. It is not even a matter of right and wrong. It is simply a  matter of conviction, and of belief &#8211; and who would dispute that the Idrl\u2019s is  far, far greater than ours could ever be.<\/p>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: center;\">Image\u00a9 2006 by Pierre Smit<br \/>\nCopyright \u00a9 2011 by Davin Ireland<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-966\" title=\"blackline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"7\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg 300w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1.jpg 325w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/h5>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"10\" cellpadding=\"0\" align=\"center\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-14-october2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-953 alignleft\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<td align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-954 alignleft\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockOpen&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n<h2 class=\"art-postheader\" style=\"text-align: left;\">Davin Ireland<\/h2>\n<p><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-1490\" title=\"Davin\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/10\/Davin-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Davin Ireland<\/strong> was born and bred in the  south of England, but currently resides in the Netherlands. His fiction credits  include stories published in over fifty print magazines and anthologies on both  sides of the Atlantic, including <em>Aeon<\/em>, <em>Underworlds<\/em>, <em>The Horror Express<\/em>, <em>Zahir<\/em>, <em>Neo-Opsis<\/em>, <em>Rogue Worlds<\/em>, <em>Storyteller Magazine<\/em> and <em>Albedo One<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>You  can visit his site at <a href=\"http:\/\/members.ziggo.nl\/d.ireland\/\" target=\"_blank\">http:\/\/members.ziggo.nl\/d.ireland\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockClose&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">by Davin Ireland<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\">\n<p>The desert here is pink and rocky and shrouded in darkness for much of the day. The excavation site is slashed with grey spills of rubble that could be collapsed towers or random seams of granite. To the east, great clouds of mortar dust boil across the plains, scouring the arid landscape, depriving it of fresh growth. Only the Idrl remain.<\/p>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/09\/CoverIssue14Kindle.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1282\" title=\"CoverIssue14Kindle\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/09\/CoverIssue14Kindle-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"182\" height=\"241\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-issue-14\/\"><span style=\"text-align: left;\">From Issue 14 (Oct 2011)<\/span><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-14-october2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-953\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-954\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[125,226,117,177],"class_list":["post-1488","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fiction","tag-davin-ireland-2","tag-fiction","tag-issue-14","tag-sf"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1488","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1488"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1488\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1492,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1488\/revisions\/1492"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1488"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1488"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1488"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}