{"id":1663,"date":"2011-12-20T00:10:43","date_gmt":"2011-12-19T22:10:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/?p=1663"},"modified":"2012-03-02T14:35:24","modified_gmt":"2012-03-02T12:35:24","slug":"pulse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/2011\/12\/20\/pulse\/","title":{"rendered":"Pulse"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">by Tom Jolly<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"50%\" align=\"left\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: right;\" width=\"50%\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"Something Wicked #16 (December 2011)\" href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-16-december-2011\/\">From Issue 16 (Dec 2011)<\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>First, do no harm.<\/p>\n<p>The interesting difference between doctors and scientists is that  scientists often ignore the potentially deadly repercussions of their  activities, so immersed are they in their work that they fail to see all the  dark applications of it. If people die, it&#8217;s not their fault. As long as your  motives are pure, no blame can be laid at your doorstep.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s complete crap &#8211; a suppression of reality to satisfy the ego.<\/p>\n<p>I was feeding the shredder as fast as I could pull files out of my  cabinets, torn between the duty of hiding my research and watching the body  count rise on the TV. The images were nightmarish; bloody corpses littering the  street, smears of red splayed out from their bodies as though they&#8217;d flopped  around for awhile before dying. I&#8217;d lost my lunch hours ago, but still couldn&#8217;t  keep from glancing at the flickering horror of the tube. It didn&#8217;t seem real to  me. I couldn&#8217;t be responsible for wiping out a hundred million people. It  couldn\u2019t be my fault.<\/p>\n<p>A large chunk of India had been wiped out that morning. The news came  out slowly, partly because there were few left alive who could report on it.  One of my research partners, Singh Sen, lived in the area. I worried about him,  but as with most major disasters, people assume that everyone they know will still  be alive. Death was for strangers.<\/p>\n<p>The devastated area turned out to be over three hundred miles wide. It  took only a few hours for authorities to determine that nearly everything  living inside that area was dead. By then, I was pretty sure I was one of the  people responsible for it.<\/p>\n<p>I could only take a wild guess as to what must have happened to Singh.  My other partner on the research project was Bernhard Teuber in Germany. I  tried to link to Bernhard to see if he knew anything about Singh, but the satellites  were tied up and land relays wouldn&#8217;t make it. I should have guessed. Bernhard  would be even more upset than me, anyway, and probably be as busily occupied  covering his tracks as I was. He treated this project like it was his own baby,  much to Singh&#8217;s and my own irritation.<\/p>\n<p>The hours following that announcement were rushed. I knew how bad the  devastation would be. I knew that its cause would be traced to our research.  While crying and berating myself for our foolishness in pursuing this line of  research, I was proactively making confetti out of my research papers and  packing my arcane test equipment into cardboard boxes, straddling remorse and  stoic practicality. After an hour or two of high-octane panic and damage  control, I realized that I hadn&#8217;t talked to my wife since the disaster hit the  news. This might seem callous and forgetful, but anyone who&#8217;s known a scientist  completely consumed by a project will understand exactly where my head was  stuck. Getting my emotions under control, I called Melanie on my headwire.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hi, Mel.&#8221; Sound natural, don&#8217;t panic. She&#8217;ll hear it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hey, honey. Have you seen the news?&#8221; she asked. Her voice  quavered.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah. That&#8217;s why I&#8217;m calling. Get some bags packed and get as  much cash together as possible. We&#8217;re going to have to leave this afternoon for  a long trip.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What&#8230;why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can&#8217;t talk about it on the wire. Just trust me, okay? I&#8217;ll be  home in an hour.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is there a&#8230;a war? Do we need to bring the guns?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Practical, as always. &#8220;It wouldn&#8217;t hurt. Food, clothes, soap.  Matches. Crap, I never planned for anything like this. Should&#8217;ve listened to  your brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can call him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I hesitated. I thought her brother was a nutcase survivalist. Still, he  knew some things I&#8217;d never dreamed about. &#8220;Okay. He&#8217;ll think it&#8217;s World  War Three. But do that, he might give you some good ideas. I can stop by the  bank on my way home and cash out.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>We did the usual love-yous and I tapped off. Less planning than a  barbecue, but that&#8217;s what panic does to you.<\/p>\n<p>It wouldn&#8217;t take long for India&#8217;s government or my own to determine the  center of that giant slaughterhouse, but it wouldn&#8217;t be exact, either. Singh  lived only a mile from the University of Delhi and the center of the disaster  area would be ambiguous due to the variable terrain. A chunk of Pakistan and  Nepal were caught up in the kill zone, too.<\/p>\n<p>Cramming stuff into boxes, I let my mind wander into the empty, cold  zone of self-recrimination. I stopped and stared at the wall. Christ. How the  hell did we end up here?<\/p>\n<p>Our team had been stuck in an ethical and philosophical quandary.  There\u2018d been four articles published in the Journal of Physics that  cumulatively painted a path to the development of the device. Any idiot with a  Ph.D. could put the information together and make one of the terrible machines.  The three of us had worked as a team to develop the thing for a totally benign  purpose. It was to be an electronic dowsing rod, using a pulse that acted like  a wave until it hit a body of water , traveling on the skin of the Earth as it  propagated across the land. The water would weakly reflect the wave, but the  perimeter of the water body would heat up when the wave hit it. We\u2019d been  trying to tweak it to make it penetrate deep into the land instead of acting  like a surface wave. We\u2019d succeeded only in making water vaporize when the wave  hit it, unfortunately achieving only millimeters of ground penetration. A few  short experiments had showed us that it would kill any water-bearing creature  it hit by instantaneously boiling the water in the epidermal layer, effectively  flaying it alive. The inner organs and muscles were &#8220;saved&#8221; from the  effects of the wave by the fact that the wave&#8217;s energy was used up in  destroying the skin.<\/p>\n<p>Great. We&#8217;d developed the ideal terrorist weapon.<\/p>\n<p>I still remember losing it the first time I saw what it did to a lab  rat. And now&#8230;what they were showing on TV was a million times worse.<\/p>\n<p>Still, there were exceptions to the hideous deaths in India. The wave  only traveled across dry surfaces, stopping when it came to a body of water of  any size, even something the size of a puddle, dumping its energy into  vaporization of the perimeter of the water body. Even saturated dirt would stop  it.<\/p>\n<p>They would discover the discrepancies in India soon enough. Birds in  flight would be unaffected, as would airline flights. Standing in a rain puddle  would save you, though you&#8217;d see the water around the edge flash to steam.<\/p>\n<p>Stories started coming out of the kill zone. There were bizarre  incidences where some people just happened to be jumping when the wave passed  under them; thirty percent of a marathon inexplicably watched their running  companions shed their skins. A girl jump-roping between two of her friends  watched them die while she remained unscathed. There was one report of a woman  swimming in a pool when the pulse came through, who got out only when she heard  her kids and her dog screaming in agony.<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to shut off the news-wire after the reports started coming in,  but forced myself to listen, perhaps in penance for my imagined crimes against  humanity. Deep inside, I knew someone would have discovered and used this  device, eventually, but I had discovered it. I kept telling myself this. I had  brought the demon into existence. God damn it all.<\/p>\n<p>It wouldn&#8217;t take the government guys long to figure things out. I had  to disappear. My research had to disappear with me.<\/p>\n<p>The various governments would be left with few options once they found  out about the device and what it did. Try to hush it up. Try to use it  preemptively to wipe out those that they thought would use it as a weapon. Or  both.<\/p>\n<p>The possibility that Singh had been unable to destroy his own device  after it had sent its deadly pulse out loomed heavily over me. Singh was damned  smart, though. If there&#8217;d been a way to booby-trap the device against other  users, Singh would have incorporated it into his design.<\/p>\n<p>What could have led Singh to knowingly kill himself and millions of  others? Or was it just an experimental screw-up of unimaginable proportions?  The only other person in the world who could have done something like this was  Bernhard, but he&#8230;well&#8230;nobody could do something like that just to lay claim  to a new idea. Nobody in his right mind. I went back to packing, rerunning old  conversations with Bernhard in my head.<\/p>\n<p>I gathered all the boxes I&#8217;d packed and put them on a handcart.The last  prototype I grabbed was the size of a deck of cards, which I dropped into my  coat pocket. The thought occurred to me that building the device had taken me  one month and cost me two hundred dollars in off-the-shelf parts. And in just a  few years, most likely, everyone who wanted to build one would find the  schematics on the net. If the net still existed.<\/p>\n<p>I had no idea of the range of the thing, since it had always been  tested while mounted on a platform surrounded by a pool of water, but it was  refined to a point where I knew it would kill stuff. What if Singh&#8217;s device  hadn&#8217;t been any bigger? I shuddered at the thought. I could destroy it after I  got on the road without leaving any clues for anyone to find. Smashing it here  would just leave parts all over, and there were pros in the government that  could reverse-engineer a 747 just by looking at the pilot&#8217;s seat belt fastener.<\/p>\n<p>I pushed the cart out of the lab area. There was nobody but students  and teachers&#8217; assistants in the hallway right now, and traffic would be light  since classes were in session. No one would give me a glance. Lab guys were  always hauling loads in and out, and everyone knew me.<\/p>\n<p>I got to the door of the building before my heart stopped.<\/p>\n<p>Approaching the exit door from the outside were two swarthy men in  business coats, one in a tie and one in a turtleneck. Neither of them looked  friendly.<\/p>\n<p>I glanced around wildly for escape routes. One of them apparently took  this as a silent request for him to hold the door open for me since my hands  were on the cart, which he obligingly did. I smiled, nodded, and stepped  through, and one of them clapped his hand onto my shoulder. I froze.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Excuse me,&#8221; he said. His accent was light, but definitely  not from the States. &#8220;Can you direct me to Dr. James Harroway&#8217;s  office?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My heart pounded under the lab coat. He had to be able to see my coat  flapping against my chest. Pointing down the hallway, I cleared my throat of  its nervous phlegm and ineffectively willed myself to not sweat. &#8220;Yeah,  sure, it&#8217;s down the hall, turn left at the intersection, and three doors down  on the right. You can&#8217;t miss it, his name&#8217;s on the door.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thanks.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I clenched my teeth in what I hoped was interpreted as a friendly smile  and watched them walk away. One glanced over his shoulder at me, eyebrow  raised. I took that as a cue to turn around and continue my trip to the car,  trying very hard to walk casually.<\/p>\n<p>Who were these guys, and how did they figure out where I was so  quickly? Was I just being paranoid? They had to be tapping into the Wire. Their  government had to be monitoring our messages and put two and two together. Or  maybe these guys were just students looking for me. Yeah, sure.<\/p>\n<p>I made it to my Moleman Electric, used my headwire to unlock it as soon  as I was in range, opened it up and started cramming the boxes into the little  vehicle. I engaged the fuel cells and tickled the front and rear cameras into  life, which pivoted to watch the doors to the building, feeding the images to  my inner eye. I hopped into the Moleman, just in time to catch the two men on  camera coming out of the research building. They scanned the area, then chose  to come my direction. Coincidence? I backed up quickly, pulled out of the  parking lot and hit the grid.<\/p>\n<p>Giving the database a mental image of my bank, I sat back and gathered  my thoughts, letting the car decide the best route.<\/p>\n<p>It started to rain. Staring through the windshield of the car at one of  the natural defenses against the device, I wondered how many people in India  had the great fortune to be nestled away in a monsoon when the device went off.  It reminded me of the old joke about the man in a spacesuit, adrift in the  vacuum with his air running low, when he sees Earth getting smacked by a giant  asteroid. &#8220;Boy, am I lucky,&#8221; he thinks.<\/p>\n<p>It suddenly occurred to me that if the mystery men knew I worked at the  University, then they, whoever they were, would know where I lived. Melanie  would be in danger. I called her again. &#8220;Hey, Mel, grab whatever you have  ready and get out of there. I think some&#8230;uh&#8230;guys are after me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;There are some men out front!&#8221; she said. &#8220;One of them is  going around to the back of the house.&#8221; I could hear her feet pounding as  she ran to the back door to lock it, and the click of the sliding glass door  latch as she ran by it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Honey, get one of the guns. Don&#8217;t let them in. If they try to  force their way in&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Jim, the guns, they&#8217;re&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I heard a blast of static, then the wire went dead. I grabbed the  steering wheel of the car for manual control and headed for my house. Bastards!  If her headwire was down, it meant she was unconscious or an interference wave  was being broadcast. Even unconscious she should still be transmitting unless  one of us cut the link.<\/p>\n<p>The car slid on the slick, wet pavement as I came around a corner. The  house was still a mile away, and it would do no good if I arrived dead. Taking  deep breaths and slowing down, I tried to plan something intelligent prior to  my arrival.<\/p>\n<p>Clearly they expected me to show up. And I had a carload of deadly  goodies. I took a deep breath, knuckles crunched white on the steering wheel.  Despite the intense urgency to go rescue my wife, I had to get rid of this  crap. Hell, what was I thinking? They&#8217;d be happy to get a hold of me even  without the equipment. Yet here I was ready to deliver myself. I sighed and  kept driving. I just had to make sure I didn&#8217;t screw up.<\/p>\n<p>I parked the car two blocks from the house. The rain pattered down  continuously, shading everything in a shiny gray coat. For winter in San Jose,  this wasn&#8217;t too unusual. From the looks of the clouds, it would keep raining  for hours. Getting out of the car, I walked down the street to the house on the  opposite side of the block from my own. Checking to see if anyone was watching  me, I hopped over Charlie Hamilton&#8217;s fence. I stayed low and moved rapidly to  my back fence, peeking through the cracks to see my own house.<\/p>\n<p>The house was not lit. It was now early evening, and I expected to see  some lights. It was too quiet. I wished I had a gun, then I remembered her last  words to me, &#8220;Jim, the guns, they&#8217;re&#8230;&#8221; I took a guess:  &#8220;&#8230;they&#8217;re already packed. They&#8217;re in the car.&#8221; Okay. I could see  the back of the car. I wired the car and got a response, popping the trunk from  where I crouched twenty feet away. No reaction from the house. Good. I could  probably start the car remotely, but I couldn\u2019t move it; remote driving had  been outlawed sometime around 2020, so I couldn&#8217;t back it through the fence.<\/p>\n<p>I positioned myself behind a tall bougainvillea from my own yard and  climbed over the fence with barely a creak to betray my presence. The bougie  needed trimming, and let me know this with its gentle caress of two-inch  thorns, but for now I forgave it as it was providing substantial cover for me.  I got on my hands and toes and spider-crawled to the trunk of my car, slowly  lifted the trunk lid and stuck my head inside. Sure enough, there were my gun  cases. I pulled out my old nine-millimeter Sig-Sauer and located a full  magazine nearby, wincing at the sound as it snicked into place. My heart was  pounding. I&#8217;d never shot at anybody in my life, and had never expected to. Guns  were for shooting tin cans, and if you were into graphic violence then you used  milk jugs filled with water. It occurred to me that I should have called the  police to deal with something like this, but I brushed aside the idea as soon  as it presented itself, realizing how much was at stake. But running into a  house with unknown enemies and a possibly unconscious wife wasn&#8217;t an attractive  thought either. I sat in the rain behind my wife&#8217;s car, getting saturated, and  thought about it.<\/p>\n<p>I wired my next-door neighbor, Cob Murcheson. &#8220;Yeah?&#8221; he  answered. Brusque and rude, like always. I needed that right now. Plus, I  needed a distraction.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hi, Cob. This is Jim. Look, I was talking to my wife a while ago  and she just stopped talking, but the wire was still live. She&#8217;s not  responding. I&#8217;m worried something might have happened to her. I&#8217;m still at the  University, could you pop over there and check up on her?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Man, have you seen the news?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, Cob. Look, I&#8217;m really worried about Mel, could you check on  her now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He grumbled a bit. I could hear the news about India blaring in the  background. &#8220;Yeah, okay, just a minute.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I waited. He was probably programming a redirect to his own headwire so  he could monitor the news while he came over. I heard his front door slam, then  peered around the corner of the car, watching him pass by the driveway at the  front of the house, splashing through puddles as he went across. Waiting until  he knocked on the front door, I sprinted for the back door, key in one hand,  gun in the other.<\/p>\n<p>Unlocking the door, I opened it up a crack to peek inside. Cob was  banging on the front door again. &#8220;Melanie?&#8221; he shouted. &#8220;You  okay?&#8221; The men inside, if indeed they were still there, would have to  answer the front door or expect Cob to try to come inside. It would be clear  that Cob knew something was wrong. The front door opened and I heard voices, my  cue to slip inside. I entered and froze; Mel was lying on the kitchen floor  just inside the back door. I stuck the gun in my belt and picked her up by the  shoulders, dragging her out the back door into the rain. There was no quiet way  to do this. As I got her out the door, another man, his shape nearly  indistinguishable in the unlit house, appeared at the door. &#8220;Doctor  Harroway?&#8221; he asked. I grabbed my gun from my belt as he pointed something  at me. A jolt of high voltage electricity jerked my body spasmodically and I  dropped Mel in the water. So that&#8217;s what had fried her headwire. I fell  heavily, the gun flying wide from my hand, but found that the pain was bearable  and I could still move. Of course. I still had my lab coat on. Besides being  covered with rainwater, it was also made out of a high-strength conductive  anti-acid polymer fabric that the University had bitched about buying until it  had saved a student&#8217;s life. And now mine. Lucky me.<\/p>\n<p>Something skidded out of my pocket as I fell, and I instinctively  grabbed at it, finding my hand wrapped around the killing machine, the flayer,  the dealer of uncountable deaths, no bigger than a deck of cards. Now I&#8217;d put  it within easy reach of these strangers. With my wife unconscious on the ground  beside me, millions dead in India, and the grinning man in front of me holding  the Taser in his hand, the decision to use the device only took a second\u2019s  consideration. Water flowed steadily around me as it poured off the eaves and  saturated the ground. Standing pools and rivulets isolated sections of my yard  into islands of grass and dirt. My neighbor Cob would be wet, standing in a  pool of rainwater on my porch, but they would send him away with an excuse and  never let him set foot in the house. I hoped. Let it be, let it be.<\/p>\n<p>A set of buttons on the device armed or disarmed it, codes I could  enter without looking at the device, a sequence complicated enough that it  would take weeks for a novice to crack. To actually activate it would take an  encrypted code from my headwire. I tapped the buttons on the case to arm it,  watching the momentary look of astonishment on my attacker as I stood up and  approached him, unscathed from his attack. He stared at me and squeezed the  trigger on the Taser again and again, pointed it at me as though a death ray  should come out of the end of it anytime. My labcoat sizzled and sparked, and I  shuddered and clenched my teeth as each pulse leaked through my defense.  &#8220;What&#8230;&#8221; he said, just as I straight-armed him back into the  kitchen, where he landed heavily on his back, dropping his Taser. His raincoat  separated as he fell, exposing a holstered gun. He reached for it.<\/p>\n<p>The flayer tumbled forward from my hand toward the kitchen floor, a  green LED flickering into life as the enabling code was sent. I stepped back  into the gloom of the protecting rain as he grabbed his gun, slid it from its  holster, and pointed it at me. The flayer touched the ground. The pulse  vaporized my wet footprints in the kitchen into puffs of steam with a staccato  firecracker noise, then hit the stranger. I was vaguely aware that the water at  the doorsill crackled and rose in a small cloud before me, inches from my toes.  The stranger screamed and his gun went off, missing me by a whisper. His whole  body made a sound like crackling bubble wrap as steam blasted out from every  pore. He was suddenly engulfed in a fine, reddish-gray mist, but his scream  didn&#8217;t stop. He stood and fell forward out of the mist, his eyes hollow,  dripping portals, strips of hair and boiled skin slipping off of him like red  snakes, leaving the exposed raw mass of oozing muscles, twisted in agony. His  clothes somehow remained intact, bulging in odd ways as they collected the  slippery skin in folds at the bottom of sleeves and cuffs.<\/p>\n<p>I looked for my gun in the wet grass and picked it up, pointing it at  the screaming man, unable for a moment to pull the trigger. I had to tell  myself that this was mercy, this was a kindness, and the bastard deserved it  anyway for zapping my wife. I took a deep breath and shot him in the head. I  wanted to stop and breath, just stop everything and let the rain wash my life  away, wash the guilt away, but there was more screaming at the front of the  house where another man&#8230;men?&#8230;writhed and choked. I picked up the spent  flayer from the kitchen floor and pocketed it once more and went to the front  room of the house. Cob was still at the door, staring at the writhing,  fleshless man. I never thought I would be so happy to see him standing at my  front door.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Go home, Cob.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked at me as though I were a ghost, then threw up, adding to the  horror that the living room carpet had become. He turned and ran.<\/p>\n<p>I did what needed to be done, again, then loaded Melanie into the car,  and left San Jose forever.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-605\" title=\"divider\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/divider.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"136\" height=\"20\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;d been twenty years,  and I hadn&#8217;t heard from Bernhard or Singh. I assumed Singh was dead. I hadn&#8217;t  dared call Bernhard or anyone else I used to know for fear that I would be  traced through the wire. And I was no longer sure that I trusted Bernhard. Once  I\u2019d decided that Singh would never have done the deed, it left me wondering who  else had the motive and means to do it. I had to wonder if I was next on his &#8211;  or someone&#8217;s &#8211; agenda.<\/p>\n<p>Four billion people had been killed since the invention of the Flayer,  fewer than I had feared would be taken by it. Thousands of plant and animal  species had gone the way of the dinosaurs. Much of China had become a  wasteland, and parts of the Middle East had been attacked eight or nine times,  survivors clinging to their holy land despite the danger and attrition. Dry  areas were the worst hit, so most people avoided those parched kill-zones.  Washington DC got nailed twice, but by then moats had become enormously  popular, even around whole city blocks, and the Southern Coalition states were  left with most of their government intact.<\/p>\n<p>Melanie and I stopped running when we reached Seattle. She left me  shortly after she found out about my involvement with the Flayer, and I came to  terms with the idea that I&#8217;d be in hiding for the rest of my life, sporting a  false identity that her survivalist brother had set up for me. I no longer  think of him as a nutcase.<\/p>\n<p>Seattle had become crowded, as most wet areas had. It rained a lot  there, which made people feel safe. The island communities in the Sound were  enormously popular. In Florida, I heard that they&#8217;d dredged and &#8216;dozed the  state into thousands of canal-separated islands. Much of the Coalition&#8217;s  government is located there now, and they meet by wire to keep from  congregating in one vulnerable place. The population there has gone up  ten-fold. Boat businesses are booming.<\/p>\n<p>New York City has had a similar rework. It now looks much like Venice  but with much taller buildings.<\/p>\n<p>Once the various governments figured out that the Flayer could be used  to tactically deny an area of dry-farmed food, wet-farmed rice and fish became  foods of necessity.<\/p>\n<p>I kept my own Flayer so I could keep experimenting with preventive  measures, though my neighbors and friends would kill me if they knew I had it,  or knew any of my hidden past. Over the years I&#8217;d built up a business making  early-warning devices that sent out radio signals when a Flayer wave was  detected, something that very few people actually knew how to detect.  Communities posted them miles from town, and when the detector transmitted, a  number of safety devices kicked in. Water tanks dumped into channels, moats  flooded, personal alarms went off, headwires signaled you, all sorts of things.  The Flayer pulse moved at less than a third the speed of sound, so a decent  warning system gave a person quite a few seconds of response time. A few  seconds, to someone prepared, is all you need.<\/p>\n<p>My neighbor, Jered McCarthy, had no clue about what I used to do. I  didn&#8217;t talk about it. He and I had gone hunting together, though, since food  was pretty scarce for many years, unless you liked fish for breakfast, lunch,  and dinner. We got into the habit of foraging for warmer-blooded meals. We  worked out a lot of tricks for when we went hunting outside Seattle, just to  keep from getting fried by a Flayer. We only had to use those tricks once.<\/p>\n<p>That day, we took his sailboat around to the south part of Hood Canal  and found a tributary, stowing the sails and motoring up. Olympic National Park  and most of the surrounding wild areas had only been hit twice in the last  twenty years, without very widespread effects. Rivers and rainstorms kept an  amazing amount of wildlife there alive.<\/p>\n<p>We filled our waterbelts in the stream and strapped them on, checking  to make sure the quick-release was handy to dump the water at our feet. One  didn&#8217;t need waterbelts while walking around town, since there were jump-pools  every fifty feet or so, and little moats around every building.<\/p>\n<p>We waded upstream, hidden in the shadows of the firs and spruce looming  overhead, our movement masked by the burbling of the creek. We went for about a  half-mile before seeing any wildlife, spying the sudden motion of a  black-tailed buck a few hundred meters inland, grazing in a small meadow.  Neither one of us was good enough with a gun to make that shot, so we moved  onto land. The soft carpet of pine needles hushed our footsteps as we slowly  moved through the forest, closing the gap between ourselves and the black-tail.<\/p>\n<p>I lifted my gun and aimed carefully. The buck&#8217;s head jerked up suddenly  and my aim faltered. I glanced over at Jered to see if he&#8217;d spooked the deer  somehow. He stared at the horizon. &#8220;Shit,&#8221; he said. A rumbling,  crackling sound finally reached us, a tidal wave of death.<\/p>\n<p>The deer was running straight toward us as fast as it could. Behind it,  we could finally see the cloud of debris and dust rising from the forest as a  Flayer pulse decimated the trees, an invisible Godzilla coming for us. The deer  flew past us toward the creek. The pulse raged closer.<\/p>\n<p>Jered tried to scuff out a bare spot on the ground amidst the thick  carpet of needles in the few seconds we had to react. We both unleashed our  waterbelts as we scuffled and watched the water disappear as the needle-carpet  sucked it up. &#8220;Oh, man.&#8221; I glanced around to find a low branch.  &#8220;There!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>We both ran and jumped up to grab the branch, knowing we&#8217;d never make  it to the creek on time. The pulse roared toward us, clouds of needles and bark  explosively spraying into the air as the trees screamed in agony, a billion  firecrackers tearing at our eardrums as the blinding cloud of dust rushed  toward us.<\/p>\n<p>Despite the intense sensory overload, we both kept our eyes wide open  as the pulse closed on us. The pulse traveled up the trees as it peeled and  stripped them, moving quickly, but not so quickly that we didn&#8217;t have a tenth  of a second to react. The pulse passed harmlessly below us, and hit the base of  the tree. We dropped from the limb. A fraction of a second later, the debris  from the destroyed limb rained down on us. Timing is, as they say, everything.<\/p>\n<p>Coughing in the haze of green steam, dust, falling bark and needles, we  ran for the creek. The show wasn&#8217;t over yet.<\/p>\n<p>A few short years after India had been decimated, some creative  death-merchant figured out that a Flayer could be set to send out repeating  pulses. So, even if you had a little pool of water surrounding you, a repeater  could eat away at that pool until there was nothing left to protect you. You\u2019d  be left standing on your tip-toes in a thimble of water, counting the seconds  left in your life. The upside was that the pulses, somehow deriving their power  from the thermal gradient of the environment through which they traveled, could  only repeat about once every half-minute. Any faster, and they became too weak  to kill anything. It was like the environment had to \u2019recharge\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>The downside for folks running away was that the second and third and  continuing pulses didn&#8217;t have as much moist environment to destroy. As we ran  through the dust cloud, there was no warning explosion from the trees behind  us, only a soft hiss as the next wave of energy ate a little deeper into the  glistening bare skins of the skeletal trees and shrubs.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a repeater! And we&#8217;re not going to make the creek!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Jered was thinking more clearly than I was. He had his canteen out and  was pouring it onto the ground as we ran. He pointed at another promising  branch as we neared it. He dropped the emptied canteen onto the ground and  jumped, grabbing the branch with me like a tandem choreographed flying trapeze  act. The branch was still startlingly hot from the last pulse. I heard Jered  gasp at the sudden pain. One of his hands slipped off and he dangled by the  fingertips of his right hand. I winced and clenched harder.<\/p>\n<p>One of the agreements we had before we went hunting is that if one of  us didn&#8217;t make it through a Flayer pulse, the other would have to shoot him.  Not a hunting trophy that I wanted to take home.<\/p>\n<p>The canteen water signaled us when the pulse arrived, blasting into  steam as the pulse hit it. We dropped from the already-peeled limb and started  running for the creek again.<\/p>\n<p>We ran by the black-tailed buck; screaming, dying, and flayed. It was  shy of the creek by no more than ten feet.<\/p>\n<p>Getting into the creek, we watched as the pulse slammed angrily against  the creekside again and again, just short of its next meal, the edge of the  creek throwing off clouds of mist as it protected us. I stared at the dying  deer as it squirmed amid hanging tatters of flesh. Jered lifted his rifle and  carefully put a bullet in its head. The third pulse just pumped more steam out  of the blacktail&#8217;s carcass.<\/p>\n<p>Overhead, I heard a new sound. A Rapid Response Unit flew over us,  zipping toward the source of the pulse. It was probably carrying one of the  sensors I&#8217;d designed to detect the pulses. A few seconds later, there was the  thump of an explosion, and the pulses stopped. The RRU&#8217;s carried some nice  artillery. Jered and I were bent over, hands on our knees, breathing heavily.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;All those dumb-ass ideas we talked about worked.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;One of them, anyway,&#8221; I said.<\/p>\n<p>He grinned foolishly at me, the  I-just-escaped-death-and-I&#8217;m-giddy-as-hell kind of grin. It scared me.  &#8220;We&#8217;re alive. Let&#8217;s dress out what&#8217;s left of that buck and get the hell  out of here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>We heard the staccato report of machine-gun fire not far away.  &#8220;What the hell?&#8221; Jered said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I guess they found the guy that put it there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Shithead should have used a timer and got the hell out of  here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I scratched my head. &#8220;Maybe he was in a hurry. Why would somebody  want to use a Flayer way out here anyway? It&#8217;s just animals and trees.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And us,&#8221; Jered said. &#8220;Somebody hate you a bunch?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I hope not.&#8221; I stared thoughtfully in the direction of the  gunfire, which had stopped as suddenly as it had started.<\/p>\n<p>We cleaned the buck, wrapped the meat, and went home, both quiet and  reserved after escaping death so closely. I kept checking the sky for the Rapid  Response guys as the boat puttered along, but didn&#8217;t catch sight of them again,  and wondered if they had been shot down. If they had, whoever had set up the  Flayer really had some heavy guns. Not someone we wanted to meet.<\/p>\n<p>The news was all over when we got back, and we had a lot of heartfelt  welcome-backs when our friends saw that we had escaped the pulse with our skins  intact. We heard that the RRU had killed someone in the area and brought him  back, but they hadn&#8217;t identified him. I tapped into my headwire to scan the  story, and found an aged and bullet-riddled Bernhard staring at me. Crapflakes.<\/p>\n<p>I packed my bags and left that night. Once they identified Bernhard, it  was a few short steps for someone to figure out who I was. I had had the  foresight many years before to get a second fake ID from Melanie&#8217;s brother, and  I still kept in touch with him in case something like this happened.<\/p>\n<p>Bernhard&#8217;s actions remain a mystery to me. I have no idea why he&#8217;d want  to track me down and kill me, or how he knew where I&#8217;d gone that day. There&#8217;d  been a lot of boats out on the Sound; there always were, nowadays. Any one of  them could have had Bernhard in it, following us. I&#8217;m curious, but not curious  enough to put my face on someone&#8217;s radar screen by researching it. He&#8217;s dead  and I&#8217;m&#8230;safe, somewhat. Is that all I ever wanted out of life? Or was my  research a path to glory and fame?<\/p>\n<p>I settled in Vancouver and kept my head low, doing electrical work on  the side for cash. I kept away from anything to do with Flayers, although I  stayed on top of the news about it. I heard that one guy tried to start a bug  extermination business using Flayers; you moat the house and toss a Flayer  inside. No more bugs. He was murdered before he ever got a chance to try out  his idea, and no one has proposed something so stupid since.<\/p>\n<p>Yet others have tried to come up with a solid that&#8217;s immune to the  Flayer wave. It&#8217;s the Holy Grail of anti-Flayer technology, the alchemist&#8217;s  dream, the shoe-sole of the future. Nobody&#8217;s come close to a solution yet.<\/p>\n<p><em>Oddly enough, a variation on the Flayer  has been independently developed into a device to effectively find underground  water sources, without my involvement at all. Someone in Australia figured out  a way to make a friendly version that projected a vertical, ground-penetrating  wave, the very thing our own team was pursuing. It&#8217;d still blow the skin off a  man, but only if he happened to be underground. Not too healthy for the  gophers, though. Supposedly, it&#8217;s helped out a couple of countries during  drought and actually saved some lives here and there. I&#8217;m humbled and pleased,  but I still have nightmares every night. <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Can the small good that\u2019s  come out of it even begin to balance the terrors that I unleashed? Can I ever  really forgive myself?<\/p>\n<p>For mankind, there\u2019s still hope. But for me? Perhaps, perhaps not. Time  doesn\u2019t really heal all wounds.<\/p>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: center;\">Copyright \u00a9 2011 by Tom Jolly<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-966\" title=\"blackline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"7\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1-300x7.jpg 300w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/blackline1.jpg 325w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/h5>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"10\" cellpadding=\"0\" align=\"center\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-16-december2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-953 alignleft\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<td align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-954 alignleft\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockOpen&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n<h2 class=\"art-postheader\" style=\"text-align: left;\">Tom Jolly<\/h2>\n<p><em><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-1653\" title=\"tomjolly1\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/12\/tomjolly1-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Tom Jolly<\/em> has  published short stories in <em>Daily Science  Fiction<\/em>, and now <em>Something Wicked<\/em>.  He&#8217;s had a number of game and puzzle-related articles published in <em>Games<\/em>, <em>Knucklebones<\/em>,  and <em>Cubism for Fun<\/em>, and is best  known for designing an assortment of board games, including <em>Wiz-War<\/em>, <em>Drakon<\/em>, <em>Vortex<\/em>, and <em>Diskwars<\/em>. He collects and designs  fiendishly difficult mechanical puzzles, and pretends to be an electrical  engineer as his day job so the bills will be paid on time. He lives in the  hills above Santa Maria, California, with his wife, horses, mule, cats, dog,  chickens and a broad assortment of wild animals that visit on occasion.<\/p>\n<p>[hana-code-insert name=&#8217;ArticleBlockClose&#8217; \/]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">by Tom Jolly<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-945\" title=\"TitleUnderline\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"350\" height=\"13\" srcset=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline.jpg 350w, https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/06\/TitleUnderline-300x11.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/h3>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"5\" cellpadding=\"5\" width=\"85%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\">\n<p>The interesting difference between doctors and scientists is that scientists often ignore the potentially deadly repercussions of their activities, so immersed are they in their work that they fail to see all the dark applications of it. If people die, it&#8217;s not their fault. As long as your motives are pure, no blame can be laid at your doorstep. <\/p>\n<\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\" valign=\"top\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-1507\" title=\"CoverIssue16Kindle\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/12\/CoverIssue16Kindle-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"182\" height=\"241\" \/><br \/>\n<a title=\"Something Wicked #16 (December 2011)\" href=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazines\/something-wicked-16-december-2011\/\"><span style=\"text-align: left;\">From Issue 16 (Dec 2011)<\/span><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td width=\"75%\" valign=\"top\"><\/td>\n<td style=\"text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.somethingwicked.co.za\/products-page\/downloads\/something-wicked-16-december2011\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-953\" title=\"PurchaseButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/PurchaseButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/weightlessbooks.com\/format\/magazine\/something-wicked-magazine-12-month-subscription\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-954\" title=\"SubsBuyButton\" src=\"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/07\/SubsBuyButton.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"180\" height=\"24\" \/><\/a><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[226,178,133,177,136],"class_list":["post-1663","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fiction","tag-fiction","tag-horror","tag-issue-16","tag-sf","tag-tom-jolly"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1663","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1663"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1663\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1994,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1663\/revisions\/1994"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1663"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1663"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/somethingwicked.co.za\/magazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1663"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}